Tuesday, June 21, 2011

One of those days...

It's one of those days, one of those days where I don't know if I can hang on for a second longer, one of those days when I just want to pack my stuff and get out better yet make him leave...one of those days where I wonder if I should go to school on the side in case I can't take it and do leave...one of those days when I want to cry but no tears are left to cry. Once of those day he acts like he hates me, well when he is awake anyway, one of those days when every single thing falls on me, one of those days when my 6 year old gets mad and scream ITS NOT FAIR and I want to join her in her "lifes not fair" hissy fit. One of those days when I mourn the death of my husband though the guy that came back in my husband's body is right here in this house. One of those  days when I mourn what once was and what I thought was going to be that never will. One of those days when I have to force myself to get up and do all that is expected of me and more because my body is so full of grief that it wants to shut down....

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  1. ((HUGS)) I can feel every word of that... sounds like something I could've written myself on many days. Thanks so much for sharing!!

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